I MESSED UP

HI I DELETED MY BLOG BY ACCIDENT I COPY AND PASTED WHAT WAS ON THERE. NOW I WILL TRY AGAIN
Friday, March 11, 2005

TELLING PEOPLE
HOW DO YOU TELL PEOPLE ?I WORK IN AN ENVIRONMENT THAT'S VERY IGNORANT ABOUT HEP C, NOT THERE FAULT REALLY ITS NOT THE SOUGHT OF THING YOU TALK ABOUT IN GENERAL CONVERSATION. I WORK WITH PROBABLY 200+ PEOPLE ONLY ABOUT THREE OF THEM I CLASS AS FRIENDS. IT CAME OUT TODAY ABOUT MY HEP C BY COMPLETE ACCIDENT, I WAS ACTUALLY EMBARRASSED ABOUT IT, I FOUND MYSELF PLAYING IT DOWN. I WAS LOOKED AT LIKE I WAS A WALKING DISEASE AND THEY MIGHT CATCH SOMETHING!!!!!!!!!I JUST MADE MY EXCUSES AND LEFT.WHY SHOULD I FEEL LIKE THIS ?HOW CAN YOU TELL PEOPLE LIKE THIS ?ARRRRRRGHHHH
posted by STEVE at 11.3.05 0 comments
Thursday, March 10, 2005

FEELING POSITIVE
HI, IM FEELING MORE POSITIVE TODAY, I SPOKE TO JONATHAN VIA E-MAIL LAST NIGHT, HE PUT MY MIND AT REST. I ALSO HAD MY FIRST "COMMENTS" ON MY BLOG THAT WAS GOOD.TALKED TO MY OLD CONSULTANT BRIAN COLVIN IN LONDON TODAY, THAT WAS NICE HE TREATED ME WHEN I WAS A KID NOT SEEN HIM FOR ABOUT TWENTY YEARS ITS IRONIC REALLY HE IS A VERY GOOD FAMILY FRIEND BUT HE IS PROBABLY THE ONE WHO GAVE ME THIS VIRUS. NO HARD FEELINGS BRIAN.I SAW JONATHAN TODAY VERY BRIEFLY, HE DOES LOOK WELL CONSIDERING THE TREATMENT HE IS ON. WELL DONE MATE KEEP IT UP.I GOT A PHONE CALL TONIGHT FROM A FELLOW HAEMOPHILIAC AND HEP C SUFFERER MIKE COLYER. HE HAS DONE A VAST AMOUNT OF CAMPAIGNING FOR PEOPLE WITH HEP C, THE UK GOVENMENT MUST BE WELL PEEEED OFF WITH HIM, HE JUST WILL NOT LET THEM REST. GOOD FOR YOU MIKE KEEP IT UP.
posted by STEVE at 10.3.05 0 comments

SUPPORTING EVIDENCE
LAST YEAR I RECEIVED A DOCUMENT FROM A HEP C SUFFERER IN WALES, THIS DOCUMENT IS A COPY OF AN "OFFICIAL GOVERNMENT REPORT", IT SHOWS THAT THE BLOOD WE WERE GIVEN WAS KNOWN TO BE CONTAMINATED WITH A TYPE OF NON A-NON B HEPATITIS. IT DOES GO ON ABOUT HAEMOPHILIA A LOT AND I AM NOT BLIND TO THE FACT THAT YOU DON'T HAVE TO HAVE HAEMOPHILIA TO HAVE HEP C.THIS DOCUMENT CONDEMNS BPL LABORATORIES IN LONDON, THEY DEAL WITH MOST BLOOD PRODUCTS IN THE UK.I HAVE SENT THIS DOCUMENT TO TONY BLAIR PM AND JOHN REID SECRETARY OF STATE FOR HEALTH AND ASKED QUESTIONS. GUESS WHAT, THEY DID NOT ANSWER ME.IF ANYONE WANTS A COPY PLEASE E-MAIL ME AND I WILL ATTACH IT TO E-MAIL AND SEND IT BACK TO YOU.
posted by STEVE at 10.3.05 0 comments
Wednesday, March 09, 2005

BIOPSY
I WENT TO HOSPITAL TODAY, THAT WAS FUN (NOT). I HAVE GOT TO HAVE BIOPSY IN THE NEXT 2-3 WEEKS, I AM REALLY LOOKING FOWARD TO THAT, AND THEN START TREATMENT, WONDERFULL WHAT LUCKY PEOPLE WE ARE.I DONT KNOW IF ANYBODY IS READING THIS BUT IT GETTING IT OFF MY CHEST.IM GOING NOW BECAUSE IM PISSED OFF AND SHIT SCARED. SEE YA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
posted by STEVE at 9.3.05 3 comments
Monday, March 07, 2005

NEW FRIENDS
I MET A GUY TODAY IN THE SAME SITUATION TO ME, ALTHOUGH WE ARE FROM TOTALLY DIFFERENT BACKGROUNDS, I FELT WE HAD A LOT IN COMMON, HE GAVE ME SOME VERY GOOD ADVICE ABOUT CONFRONTING HEP C AND NOT RUNNING AWAY. I WAS SCARED BY HOW MUCH I DID NOT KNOW ABOUT THIS VIRUS, I HAVE SPENT A LONG TIME SAYING WHY ME ! AND NOT ENOUGH TIME FINDING OUT ABOUT WHAT IS HAPPENING INSIDE ME. MY DOCTORS COULD BE MORE FORTHCOMING WITH INFORMATION BUT THAT'S ANOTHER STORY.I WILL NOT NAME THE GUY I MET TODAY WITHOUT ASKING HIM, BUT I FELT I HAD KNOWN HIM ALL MY LIFE, I SUPPOSE WE WENT THROUGH THE SAME SOUGHT OF THINGS IN OUR SEPARATE LIVES, WHAT I AM TRYING TO SAY IS THANKS TO "HEP C" I HAVE MADE A NEW FRIEND WHO WAS WILLING TO OPEN UP HIS PRIVATE LIFE TO A COMPLETE STRANGER. I HOPE THIS FRIENDSHIP DEVELOPS.THANKS AGAIN. YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE.
posted by STEVE at 7.3.05 0 comments

STARTING OUT
HI I HAVE CREATED THIS BLOG SO I CAN SHARE INFORMATION ON HEPATITIS C WITH YOU, I HAVE HAEMOPHILIA AND WAS INFECTED WITH HEP C THROUGH CONTAMINATED NHS BLOOD PRODUCTS. I AM NOT CURRENTLY ON TREATMENT MAINLY BECAUSE I AM SCARED TO, ITS NOT NICE.I FELT I HAD TO PUBLISH THIS SITE, AS I HAVE READ OTHERS "BLOG SITES" AND I ADMIRE THEM FOR SPEAKING OUT, SO THIS IS REALLY TO SUPPORT THEM.I HAVE HAD MEETINGS WITH CHARLES CLARKE THE NEW HOME SECRETARY, TO TRY AND PUSH FOR A PUBLIC ENQUIRY, BUT NOT HAD A LOT OF JOY. I BELIEVE THE UK GOVENMENT ARE RESPONSABLE FOR THIS MASS POISIONING.I WILL KEEP YOU INFORMED OF ANY PROGRESS.IF ANYONE READING THIS WHO HAS NOT ALREADY BEEN IN CONTACT WITH THE SKIPTON FUND PLEASE CLICK ON LINK.http://www.theskiptonfund.org
posted by STEVE at 7.3.05 0 comments
Sunday, March 06, 2005

THE SKPTON FUND
THE ABOVE LINK IS WRONG THE CORRECT LINK FOR THE SKIPTON FUND IShttp://www.skiptonfund.org
posted by STEVE at 6.3.05 0 comments